13 Years

*this was a poem that i wrote called 13 years*
*either reply here or at my myspace


You were there for me when all was lost

You were my only light i could see

When mist was clouding my eyes, you lead me through

As you vanished with the light of the moon, i got caged

You trapped my heart inside a cave with no light

I'm constantly struggling to find the little water needed to survive

Even as i make progress towards the edge of the cave, your mud weighs
me down

Lost in my mood of despair, self inflicted cuts feel better than the pain you
set

Wrapped in my blanket of warm blood, i see nothing but stars

you've decapitated this body of mine with a smile

When will you sow it back up with needles and love

you cast me into the dark without a last glance

At the end I'll wait here bleeding enclosed in my bubble of love and self
endorsed hate